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well today morning went to skul with the fear...decorated our stall and everything, the pesta started....

getting more and more bz....running around....and did gymnastic....
da performance going well...i didnt do any mistake and everything going on with the plan....

feel proud of myself...

the moment i reached home, im totally a different person...y????

i suddenly no mood and blank in everything....even i dun understand such a simple stuff tat my mom trying to tell me....y????

decided to sms ppl mayb will get rid of tat feeling....but not a single fella replied....come on larr...wads the point of me having a hp and sms around if no ppl gonna reply??y not i juz toss it into my room and leave it there???

went to online games and freaking mood kick my mind out of it...

went to msn and there's not even a fella i wanted to talk to...

so wad am i gonna do sitting in front of da pc and doing ntg???

y when i hope that the person im waiting for to call or msg me, it really happened tat some1 called or sms me but not the person im waiting for???y it ended up those who call or sms me is juz those bastard which only know how to annoy me??y??where is the person im waiting for???

every1 telling me tat they'll definitely by my side when i nit them???
where were they when im down???
where were they when im pissed??
where were they when im criticized??
where were they when im in an argue with some1???
where were they when im angry???
where were they when im sad??
where were they when im offended??
where were they whem im all alone??
where were they when i wanted to cry??
where were they when i seriously need them??
is that wad u guyzz mean tat u guyzz will be by my side??
wad a great definition of it...thx for letting me know tat great definition

life SUCKSSS~

btw i got my performance video and some pics of my performance....

but i dun think i wanna upload it since i dun think there is any reader of my blog...

nvm :S

might be deleting this blog again

THE END